today is wednesday, i'm back at work. but i wish i was just dead.

if i die, the world will be a better place~!
there will be one less person who use so much aircon and water,
one less person who eats so much
one less person wasting the company's money
one less retard causing problems
one less idiot to make mistakes

one more for hell's party though... they may not like me. lolx...

Maybe one day, i'll just suddenly die in my sleep like so many others have, or perhaps, i'll just die of a broken heart...

Let me tell you someting, if you have someone close to talk to, to share your problems, to relate to, its a wonderful thing.
At times of pain or joy, you can always call them up to share. But if u don't have someone like that, or if u are just unable to share, then the feelings will just rot inside and literally tear up ur heart. I know that feeling. I've had those feelings... and i probably will still feel them...

I only allow one close person to me at one time. that person is always my boyfriend. But if that close person is no longer close. I don't know what to do.

I'm a superwoman~!