went out for dinner at iluma yest night with baby's friends and collegues. Was supposed to eat at MOF (Ministry of Food) but well, its fully booked!! uurrgh. lolx, had to make do with manhatten.

Lolx~ had some fun playing the tornado token machines upstairs before heading for dinner. Oh, dinner was teeerrible. We had about 15 people eatting, and 2 orders were missed. The waitress was reeeally stupid. Not that i want to say... i mean, when i asked for cold water, she didn't bother asking how many glasses i need. She just went and poured 2 cups and brought it over. Now, i needed 6... So i asked her to get me 4 more. Her reply was, "oh i'm busy, i'll get back to you later".... right.... Bringing 6 empty glasses and a jug of water is faster than bringing 2 cups, and telling me that u'll get back. retarded...

Anyway, we refused to pay for the 10% service charge and hence it was waived. The manager didn't even apologise. They just handed us the new reciept after we inform them that we don't want to pay for the service charge. -.-" THAT is really bad service. Manhatten at Illuma... lolx, last time u'll see me there.

BIG thankx to Des + Rabbit + Steven for getting the cake, cause i can't~ lolx. The cake was gooood... like so good that i feel i've gained one extra butt cheek by eatting that tiny slice.


Oh yeah, people say i've been sounding emo on my fb status update. I tell them i'm juz seeing the world for wat it is. One big shithole. lolx... I love people, but most are just too fucked up... Since last time i've been known for my temper. But hey, thats cause i care. If i dun give a fuck like all the other people out there, i won't waste my time. I complain and nag but in the end, when shit happens, i'm the only damn one left standing in that shithole. lolx~ I haven't found anyone else whom is like that other than my baby...

Wonder what would the world be like if everyone just cared a little more. Of course, not of themselves, but more of others. We have more than enough self-satisfied-narcissistic-fuckers around us...


Q : Why would anyone stick around someone whom they don't even truely like?
A : to survive...

AND YOU SHALL RISE AGAIN~~

*talking to my blog* lolx

arghh... again, this is a complain post. The only good thing about this blog now is that no one ever visits. Except for those who want to spam advertisement in the chatbox. lolx~

Hmmm... was utterly pissed off that day by a retarded egoistical bastard who have no respect for others, his family, OR himself. Did i mention he was useless and pathetic too?

Now he complained that i've made alot of noise at his house one night (his wife too) and he decided to complain in the morning through facebook. I felt bad, so i said paiseh, and just jokingly added a comment that his house wasn't sound proof. Apparently this made him feel insulted, and i have no idea why. Insulted enough to bash me and my family... I have not called him any bad names in any way, but he openly called me a bitch and more...

He even posted stuff about my sex life, which unknowing to him, i'm not afraid of sharing. lolx... Don't think people are like you, so ashamed of everything you do... But hey, you should be, since you FAIL at everything...

You know the funniest part? He thinks i'm acting punk, and wants to come over to my house and write a letter to my parents. LOLX... Haiyo... now is what era le... still do this kinda stupid ting... this just goes to show how petty and stupid you are... geesh... *by this time my mother saw the posts and is fuming mad*

He is so slow he doesn't even comprehend what his wife is angry at him about... More like he is so slow he doesn't even know he is slow... LOLX...

Now, on to his pathetic little self. Personally, i've never met someone so useless that he can't even pay for the engagement ring. Yes it cost 10k, and that is rather pricey, but hey... getting your wife to pay for it first then pay back in installments is still rather... pathetic(1). To buy a new house you need to pay downpayment, wife pays $56,000, husband pays $6,000. LOLX... and he claims to be the OWNER of the house. pathetic(2)... The wedding was a wedding of her dreams, so she made it grand. It cost in total ard $25,000, he paid $3,000.... hmmm.... again, pathetic(3). Oh, he was stuck with a poor pay and his wife had to march in to his office to DEMAND he get a raise. He got it. but hey, pathetic(4)...

Now i'm not saying that its wrong or bad or pathetic to earn less than your wife, dont get me wrong... I'm saying that if this is the case, then you should be more humble and not try to take over as the head of the house. So what if you are a guy. Girls do NOT need to feed your loser egos. We choose to do that of our own accord if we want to. I'm a modern feminist, but i understand that men are still egoistical chauvanists. We no longer depend on guys for income or for anything at all, so we don't have to endure getting humiliated or scolded for no good reason. The modern society is about respect, and if you are still that barbaric, GROW UP...


He thinks that Ms. Apethetic is a good girl, because even after scolding her for no reason, she still just says sorry. Now this, is a classic example of feeding a guy's ego. Lolx, of course good la. He wants to return to the past, in the 60s 70s, where the women are not working, everyday go home will massage their foot, serve them tea... bla bla bla... urghh....

Oh yah~ he wanted to post about sex life, i'll post about his sex life too~!!
He spied on my and ariel's conversation which is very rude of him, and i have no reason to stop myself from blabber about his. lolx...
Hmmm... apparently he's got a small dick... and i've never known that a guy can enjoy sex without cumming. So he just pokes, and sleep. I doubt wifey gets to enjoy anything la... but hmmm... lolx... it will be hard to get a baby like that.
He thinks that i am having un-natural sex, which i'm not exactly sure what he is talking about, since he requested the same of his wife. So hey, you wanna play punk? Two can play this game. You Bitch.
*yes you read right. He's a bitch, cause he has no balls. lolx, therefore not a guy*

I have never been so infuriated by someone nor have i ever been insulted this way. Mostly because i've not done anything deserving of such treatment. He never though about how much i've helped Mrs. with wedding, moving stuff into THEIR (or as he think, HIS) house. There was no thx at all. He complains that he has to fetch her friends here and there, but erm... its cause i helped Mrs. till pass 12am, and you expect me to take a cab home after spending the whole day helping you with your house??? nice...

With an ego the size of earth, and balls the size of marbles, he demanded that I publically apologise to him (i have no idea on what actually), before he will publically apologise to his wife. !!!! can you believe it? lolx... I thought better of him. Anyway, Mrs. told me not to post up anything before he does, but i thought hey, i'm a bigger person, so why not post first. So i posted up an apology to him about making noise at his house, and explained that i was joking about the sound-proof of his house. Guess what? Some idiot, probably is S la, his bro's stupid little gf, deleted me from his facebook. Perhaps even the apology is deleted. I have no idea. Anyway, i can't be bothered with such a stupid little bitch. I will not remove the screenshots of the insults, and i want them to stay there forever. I want people to see how horrible a person he is and know never to talk to him.

He has no friends at all, and seem to want his wife to experience the same ting. He has done this to every single one of her close friends. Partly, i believe is because he loves his wife, but is still disgruntled about alot of stuff, and because he can't take it out on her, he takes it out on everyone else. PATHETIC. At first, i treated him as a friend. Not just a friend's husband. But hell... he is toooo shitty to be a friend. Or to ever have a friend. did i mention i was barred from HIS ?? house? lolx...

I love my wifey so i'll stick with her through and through, so thats not the end of me, you big fat LOSER~~~ XD

hahaha, i'm not that matured afterall. But hey~ thats life. We all have moments of weakness... this is one of mine. Where i decide that keeping quiet is useless. This is my private blog which i doubt many pple know anyway... lolx

oh i'm excited to see wifey act~! can't wait to see the final product. hahaha...

lalalala~~ i have been craving for english tea and fruit tart for quite a few days now... think i'll go buy lipton later~


*Side note : All names have been removed by request, although unwillingly. Lolx, all hail supposed personal freedom. I love that crap

omg... i just realize that this dinasouar of a blog that i have, has not been updated for more than 1 year... goodness... what the hell have i been doing...

of course its new year soon, and i'm quitting my job soon... hmmm....

Had quite alot of fun last year with all those nonsense stuff... lolx~

alot of complains which i can't really post, rwar.... >.<

maybe i'll update with pictures soon....

sometimes, i seriously think the people at my office are either crazy, or they have so much fat in them that they can't feel cold....

Probably both. The aircon is on at full blast, and i'm in t-shirt and denim skirt. so i'm here freezing my arms legs butt and fingers off, while they are sitting there enjoying the extra cool breeze which their "miniature" fan at the table is blowing at them.....

I dun give a damn when erm "they" complain it hot, cause it just freakin isn't... "they" are just FAT. Thats keeping u warm... urrgh...

Been quite bored lately cause nv go aniwhere... Its NTU's exam period so... haiz... lolx... Oh, Dragon Hunter is sho cute~ but not that worth watching in the Cinema... MAdagascar 2 on the other hand is worth watching a second time. I laughed just as hard~ lolx... Haven't even watched the new 007 flick, but i've got House Bunny at home le~ yay~~~ so can enjoy it tonight. XD

Oh rite, lolx... that day sumting very stupid happened... There was a guy knocking at the front door, but we din't know that it was our door he's knocking at. (cause the neighbours always have pple knocking at their door...) It was until he knocked at our window that we knew... At first we wanted to go and open the door but the landlady said not to, as its her ex-boyfriend... In the end, the knocking got too irritating and the neighbours called the police... -.-" I'm pretty damn sure its that crazily irritating indian family nxt door that called... In the end, i'm not sure how she know but she said the guy is still waiting for her downstairs... lolx...
So my bf had to pei her and her bf go down together as she was worried that he's still there.

Sometimes i really wonder how many guys have she been going out with... I mean i've seen her current boyfriend before, but i've seen many guys coming to her room to stay too... So much that i can't recognise them properly anymore. lolx... (Same goes for her daughter...)

Hmmm... i wanna lose 7kg!!!! T.T but soo hard.... RWAR~! if only can just miraculously lose 2kg a week... then so happy le... >.<

Whee~~~ went out wif brenda last friday and we were talking about how boring out lives were... Seems like everyone around us are like workaholics... I met christine at Buona Mrt the day before and was asking her to come with us for dinner, but she had OT to do that day... haiz...

anywayz~ we ended up in Bugis Junction. We went to this thai restaurant for dinner and since we weren't hungry, we just got a dish and a dessert to share~ The dessert was nice tho~ lolx... we ended up sitting there chatting for quite a while...
Right, and the waitress was doing her very best to try to get us to leave without being blunt... We haven't finish eatting the food she ask can clear liao not...
Water oso nv refill... stupid de... THEN when we were asking for the bill, it took like forever to come la...

During this time, i took 2 photos of bren to show her that metal frame specs are nicer than plastic round ones...

plastic round ones


metal rectagular ones


Much better rite???

anyways, after that we walked around and went to the arcade~~~ lolx... we were looking at all those catch catch machines... and then we spotted this guy~!

His hair, body, clothes and all looks sho shaggy~! well, reminds me of that guy in that kungfu pingpong show... lolx... kinda cute in a way~

we felt old playing those arcade games so we changed money and played the candy catch machine~~ Nowadays the arcade veh lihai cheat money lor... Last time they use all candies, although most are mentos, but now, they use only mentos and MAHJONG CHIPS. yes u heard me... mahjong chips... urrrgh... makes it so much harder to catch and u can't eat the candy as they sealedup the hole to take it out...

RWAR~! in the end, we got our toys~ haha its a pooh and piglet mini bolster


so cute rite?

Oh, we took this pic when we were sitting down near the fountain and guess wat, right smack between me and bren was a dried up bird poo... lolx.... heng its dried~!


Took a few more pics

wheee~~~ been slacking off for a long time liaoz and nv blog... lolx so here are some posts (compiled together to become one suuuper long post.)

Last last saturday(or last last last saturday) we went to the beach cause it was Aug's bdae... lolx... it was a cloudy day and THAT made me reeeally happy~~ at least i din get too tanned. hahaha

it was quite fun, except the part that it rained in the evening... -.-"

Anywayz~ we were all supposed to meet early but in the end... lolx... expected la...

The gathering time is supposed to be 11am, BUT end up only Michael was there waiting. hahaha... funniest ting is, 7 people, comprising of Me, baby, Desmond, Michael, Xiaoma, Wilson plus our "driver" Jiayi managed to squeeze into a car~ Normally this is nothing, BUT among these 7 people, 6 are guys, so this is SOMETHING~! lolx...

see below?


yeah its a shot of my baby, but at this time, we were hiding in this huge tent like tingy to get away from the rain. lolx...

Also, the main purpose of this shot was the 2 girls behind... XP



as you can see, the resolution not veh good... I'm using Samsung Omnia which is supposed to have a 5MP cam... but this quality is like a 2MP cam... Even if its a super zoomed in pic still cannot like that maaaaa....

In the end cause it was raining, sooo many people were at the toilet... -.-"
and these 2 guys decided to bath in the open, not naked of course... lolx...


After all everyting, we went off to take the tram. lolx... Scenery from a there reminds me of a kampong kelong. lolx...


See my baby waiting in the queue to go in~ (haha there is unfinished sandwiches with sand and scrambled eggs that are doubly scrambled in the white plastic bag)



and here's me~


It was super shakey in that tram but we still manage to take pictures~



After that, it was time to celebrate Aug's bdae at Party World~ but before that, we had our dinner~ Of course since it was his bdae, it was his call. Somehow, we ended up in Heerens where we saw promoters wearing giant blown up slippers on their back. lolx~ AND we saw this cute colorful mascot


and of course, the guys wanted to take a picture wif it...




In the end, we settled for Pastamania, and this is how my beef lasagna looks like.


yes, small, expensive, and rather unappetizing...

After that, we went to go sing at Party World~~ Pretty much everyone was crazy~ lolx... the stupid dance which Aug did when he was high was furni, too bad i din get a vid of it. lolx...

My baby and bernard


My baby and me (excuse my lack of makeup as we came straight from the beach~!)


Mr Wilson whom is by this time prob quite drunk


and TADAH~~~ the birthday cake~


he thought the shades will made him look cool...


lolx~ instead of blowing out the candle, lets try someting new~! lets EAT the candle~~


.... after that we went to have a lil supper and went home to ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz~~~~


Now last last week, we went to Baby's fren de wedding. Their photo album quite nice oh~! they had their wedding shot taken in the zoo~! -.-" prob very smelly and sweaty, but not bad...

We were late that day and had to take a cab down, and guess wat~ we got on a Merc cab with the car plate number 8888~! hahhaha... so heng oh...

Oh yeah, back to the wedding, the food was.... just alright. It was outdoors at the fort canning park there... i mean, outdoors??? come on... its so filled with bugs and night air which isn't exactly top notch fresh... -.-"

arghhh.... din take any photos that day so no pics to post~ lolx...

bla bla bla, bla bla, blaaaaa... blablabla? blabla... bla blabla blablab blblbl... aablbabl.
BLAAAAA.

hurmph. stupid idiot.

lolx... i have no idea wats wif the bla too, so dun ask me.
My throats been feeling reeeally bad now though, feels like i'm gonna get a fever soon...

Haiz... I've been despretely trying to find something to do on the internet...
I can't watch shows cause the company blocks all streamings, and games are a little too obvious to see...
Aside from reading comic, i can't think of aniting else to do... rwar...

I just rewatched Nobuta wo Produce, and once again, arghhh.... Maki Horikita is shooo cute~~~
AND Yamapi, aka Yamashita Tomohisa whom is also shooo cute. I also like Ikuta Toma juz cause he's so furni in Hana Kimi.

i'm still waiting for my socks and stuff to arrive... the stupid lady dun wanna reply me...

today is wednesday, i'm back at work. but i wish i was just dead.

if i die, the world will be a better place~!
there will be one less person who use so much aircon and water,
one less person who eats so much
one less person wasting the company's money
one less retard causing problems
one less idiot to make mistakes

one more for hell's party though... they may not like me. lolx...

Maybe one day, i'll just suddenly die in my sleep like so many others have, or perhaps, i'll just die of a broken heart...

Let me tell you someting, if you have someone close to talk to, to share your problems, to relate to, its a wonderful thing.
At times of pain or joy, you can always call them up to share. But if u don't have someone like that, or if u are just unable to share, then the feelings will just rot inside and literally tear up ur heart. I know that feeling. I've had those feelings... and i probably will still feel them...

I only allow one close person to me at one time. that person is always my boyfriend. But if that close person is no longer close. I don't know what to do.

I'm a superwoman~!

love me love me all.
hate me, then leave me alone.

maybe, just leave me alone.

ooo it sooo gets on my nerves that i can't shop on yahoo auctions anymore...
i mean, its like the next best thing to warehouse sales you know?

my best buy was a brandnew Chanel Lip and Eye palette @ $22. (original price => $80+)
RWAR~!!! Next best would probably be a Givenchy Prisme Eyeshadow @ $12, retailing @ $45+

see????? Auctions are THE bomb. i can't find any replacements at all, but i'm glad i do sorta window shop around websites. I just recieved an email not long ago about this 50% discount on everything the site is selling and wheee~~~~ got my dress~ and its sooo cheap. lolx...

i might be trying out sprees with discounts but i'm not so fond of sprees personalli... the exchange rate is sometimes a problem. The last ELF spree i had was a disaster, nothing was touched at all... i just left them to rot, cause they all basically suck.

Note to all. DO NOT BUY ELF PRODUCTS... It ain't even worth the USD1.

oh right, the hakubi c pills i am now taking seems to work pretty fast... i mean, its not like i'm snow white or something, just that it does even out the skin tone. What i dislike most is that my hands are whiter than my arms, AND face..... basically, its just my arms that are darker than the rest of me, yes, even my legs... weird huh?

if u want instantaneous whitening, try biore moisturizer (bright white system) i'm not sure if its still in the market, but it gives you an instant whitening boost if u need it. Its too white for my face, so i just use it as a moisturizer on my arms. lolx.... its cheap aniwae.

lalala... nothing really much is going up in my life now. its just plain ol boring work work work~! which is basically nothing but slack, slack, slack... lolx... and the economy is going for a downturn, while i'm slacking at work. woooonderful.

i was reading an article on HawPar Villa... and suddenly, i realize i haven't been there since primary school~! hahaha... the thing is, i wonder if there are still locals visiting there? If i go there one day, will i be the only one there???? ooooo.... thats kinda scary! XD

i love my darling baby... he is the stupidest, noisiest, most irritating love-of-my-life. hahaha... Face it, all girls think this of their boyfriends. *winkz winkz*

the phrase "Thank you", is under-rated...

Appreciation makes the world a better place.

Oh, i've looked around the flowerpod forums and decided to get the KSA Magic Whitening Soap that almost all the podders raved about~ XD
It cost around $3+ and lasts for about 1-2 weeks. According to them (at least 90% of them), the effects of whitening will be shown in 2-3 days. Which i think is FANTASTIC.

The only side effect they found was that it was suuuper dry. Extreme moisturizing needed after that. Apparently, you can buy this soap at either Lucky Plaza #04-88, Bendemeer Mall, or Joo Chiat there. I still have no idea where the other 2 are, so i guess its best to try my luck at lucky plaza then. Some of the podders have been using the soap for like 15weeks, and according to them, its effects are still continuous, as in kip getting fairer and fairer. hahaha... seems gooood.

i wanna bai bai too~! Another recommendation i'm going to try is this whitening pill. Its call hakubi C, which consist of mainly a certain type of Vitamin C, mainly for whitening. So u'll become fairer from the inside out. Which will give u that rosy glow. (Supposedly)

All these are talk till i buy and try them. hahaha... The soap is cheap, so i'll get it this weekend. The pills are supposedly $29.90 for one month's worth, prob 30 pills?

The recommended dosage is 1-4 pills a day, and the doc, Alaxis said on the forum that it cost $1/pill in her clinic. Consultation is needed for 1st time purchase, but after that you can just buy it. Consultation starts from $20-50, which is quite natural i guess...

Oh and i finally got a clear idea of what the whitening injections/shots mean... basically, they are concentrated Vitamin C (the whitening sort) taken and diluted and u will have to lie down there on the IVR drip. lolx... so its like filling ur body with the vitamin.

Alternatively, the pills work the same way, way cheaper though. Shots can range from $20 (unprofessional ones) to $300 per session. And accordingly, it takes at least 4 sessions to see a visible change, AND up to 10 for some people....

If i have $3000, i'd go on a holiday already~!!!!. lolx...

Personally, i hope that the KSA soap can whiten EVERYWHERE~! i'd say i'll try it for a week before deciding if it is ok to use on my face.

Oh and. Watever is the WORST line to end a conversation. It doesn't end a quarrel/fight. It aggrevates it silently. and that, is not good.

whootz~ was a fun holiday~ i guess? lolx...

wed was hari rayah so after waking up late in the afternoon, I went to Ros's grandma place... Which to my horror, everyone was already there... hahaha, and i was the latest~! rwar... considering i live onli a few blocks away... that was terrible...

Aniwaez~ after that we went to watch Eagle Eye~ and THAT was a good show. Forget Bankok dangerous, Eagle Eye is way better, if not dizzier. lolx... I like the ending, good ol' hero wins all.

After that, was Maaaaahjong at Eunice's house~ XD
we won about 14 i think? which amounts to our cab fare. hahaha... so it was juz nice.

Speaking about mahjong, baby n me, des, x.ma, and this other guy called micheal or someting (i dun know how to spell it...) went for another mahjong session at Eunice's house on friday, and we won quite abit of money... too much between friends for comfort i guess....

oh wellz... i love playing mahjong, but there just arn't any chance to play them... sianz~~

So totally happy that my mum is for my idea of a holiday. hahaha... so lets see if my dad can grow to accept baby...

lolx... the blogadd is totally the same. Juz that all the old posts have been archived somewhere else. It sux totally to privatise my blog because i've done nothing wrong at all. NOTHING at all.

Anyhowz~ blog is back up and running~ *^^* and i'm sho happy...
Oh yahz, i'm working at StarHub now at ayer rajah there... so irritating lor.. need to take the feedle bus in... considering the job scope... i'm totally overpaid. Everyday i come to work at 8.30am to 6pm. I can arrive at 9am and leave at 5.50pm. Lunch is supposedly from 12-1, but we take lunch from 11.30-1.30 usually.

I'm doing nothing at work now... seriously... nothing at all.... So bored that i've planned all sorts of things for myself... lolx...

Firstly~! Holiday with my baby~! Set for feb nxt year. i want to go on a shopping spree and totally have so much fun that i wear myself out. hahaha... (to be achieved feb 2009)

Secondly, I want to have a new phone~! i was initially deciding between Samsung i900 Omnia, Samung U900 soul, Samsung F480, LG viewty or I Phone (3g). After comparing the pros and cons... i decided to go with the Omnia. Its just so fantastic looking~! afterall, i'm a samsung fan. hahaha...(to be achieved hopefully tomorrow)

Thirdly, i wanna learn korean and japanese. (both speaking and writing.) I'm using the free time at work to learn them. haha... but i always slack off after awhile... and got people wakling around. i oso need to kip a lookout.(BTW, i am soooo bored at work that i downloaded the soft copy of harry potter series and am reading them from book 1. wahahahahaa)

whee~~~ going to meet baby at amk tonight to take a look at phones. Hopefully we can go and do the phones together tml. hahaha...